ugh.

today has just been one of those days.

ugh.

i was mad when md woke up at 8am, his usual time. i sucked it up and we had a great morning except for his crankiness and my less-than-abundant amount of patience. he seemed tired all morning until i finally laid him down at his regular nap time. then he cried and cried and whined and whined until i went in to spank (ha. yeah right) him, rewrap him and give him his sassi. michael followed me in and rocked him to sleep. he slept only a little more than an hour.

all through his lunch, he gagged on green bean casserole and swatted at the spoon. he ate some chicken from my ravioli but refused to ever swallow it. i was severely annoyed.

at nap time no. 2, he cried and cried and cried again until his daddy went in and again got him to sleep (he's just waking again, btw, 43 mins later...).

i'm on edge and i don't necessarily think it's from him. it's just one of those days i guess. i feel like venting to you, oh blog of mine, and i can't even vent properly. i can't...i don't even have the clear thoughts spoken to type here with my hands and in my mind...see?!

ugh.