i just know.

michael is on the phone with one of his buddies, tim. tim is getting married in july to a wonderful girl named melissa. she's great!

we haven't seen tim much since he got engaged and he just called michael to get some addresses. tim must have asked him what he has been up to because michael answered, "just being married, man. it's kinda cool!"

i agree. married life is kinda cool! i am having a blast. it is everything i thought it to be so far, except that we aren't totally living in the same town yet. soon, though, very soon. michael is my best friend and marriage was definitely the right decision for us.

we were talking the other day about how before the wedding neither of us had cold feet or nervous feelings about making the right decision. we just knew we were right for each other.

it's a nice feeling... knowing.

knowing that you are loved as much as you love.

i'm not so blind to think that there will never be tough times. i know they will come. but i also know as long as michael and i keep Jesus at the center of our lives, we stand a way better chance of surviving.

you know everyone always says, when you find the one, you'll know. i never really understood what that meant until michael. i am excited to be on this side of "the knowing."

i'm looking forward to seeing what the next 50 years brings, but for now, i am just going to enjoy knowing...

he's the one for me.